Would you give someone all you’re love even though you know they don’t love EVERYTHING about you?
Curious to see how far someone would go to love someone that doesn’t feel the same way..
Respond =P
Well just a little bit about the reasons I haven’t been posting on Tumblr as consistent as I once was.
I use to be active posting and writing and now I haven’t and because of that I lost followers but that is alright I will get new ones soon =)
Anyway the main reason is because I have been happy with all that I have, I have someone I love very much and I am alive and that is all I pretty much need.
Yes I have a lot to worry about and issues that have to be solved but no point of just dwelling on them and stressing because that won’t fix anything. I will just let it play it by itself and I know it will be alright.
Anyway Tumblr just wanted to show you that I wasn’t dead or anything lol. Good bye til next time =)
You know that feeling when life is going great and there is that special someone that brightens up all the dark spots. Basically being the sunshine of your life? Yes I have that and that is something I wouldn’t give up for the world, we have gone through it all and back but the point is we came back. I feel as if she was everything I could of wanted but more, We are more than we actually think we are. The truth being that she is my motivation to succeed in life because I see her being there in the distant future still and if I work hard now then I can make her happier in the future. What else can you say about someone that guides you and always manages to keep you happy? There isn’t more that I can say but rather show. I am learning how to show it and I know the fact that I couldn’t show it before was what I was lacking but now I will change. I love to joke with her because she understands me fully and we can talk about anything and be so weird together. She is my best friend and I will call it that for now but in the back of my mind, I treat her like she is way more than that. I can’t wait to spend countless more days and nights with you creating memories from scratch, whether it be a baby penguin or just dinner…We always make it a time to remember and I promise that I wouldn’t trade this feeling for anything in the world.
-SoCaLM
Snoop ?
Kingsley ?
Kanye ?
Nicki ?
Cat ?
Baby ?
Justin ?
Dumbledore ?
Chris ?
Selena ?
Jake:
David ?
Nick ?
Yoogeun ?
Kate ?
Tina ?
Jennifer ?
Nicole ?
Jimmy ?
… okay.
So I am somewhat happier than I was just a few days ago and well I found my motivation I need to succeed.
Now I began to start P90x again because well I was 3 weeks in and then my appendix ruptured and couldn’t exercise for 2 months which sucked. Now I am on day 2 and now I am feeling good.
I am going to sleep by 11-12 and I woke up at 7 this morning and it was a good day so far. I ate and worked out and showered and was done by 11am. Then went out and out and now back home about to go out again.
I am happy now and I also was fucking with my hair and gave myself a faux hawk and I actually liked it and got complimented on it. Being someone that doesn’t get compliments a lot, it actually made me feel good.
Hopefully this all continues :D